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Dude. Can u believe it? Today is the stupid Valentine Day. Darn. I dont know what is bothering me so much but, I shouted at most of the people who wished me Happy V.Day. What is my problem? I dont even know. So I went back home alone today..Kin went to make IC and eve went back with fir...=.=..Ok.

So everything was kindda fine. Its nt tt nt-having-a-boyfriend is what is bothering me but...It's just that, I really really hate Valentine Day. And everything just seems to go wrong.Or I purposely make things go wrong. Urgh.

Its like so fucking annoying when you walk around and yes sometimes you overheard people's conversation right, it's just so fucking annoying when wherever you go, those girlfriends of yours or maybe those lower sec or upper sec will tend to talk about what they are gonna do or what they expect and stuff. And it goes on non-stop like some kind of disease like that. Urgh. Okay. Im not like insulting or cursing those who had been doing this just now in school but..it's just the way I feel right?

Yeah. And I went home at 3.30. Dismissed at 3.05 but had to stay back for awhile till the poem is completed so which is like around 3.20? Somewhere there. And Im like so so freaking tired today. Usually Im very veyr tired on Mondays and Tuesdays. Lessons end at 3.05. Cannot stand it. Very sleepy. But Im drinking my coffee now..so not that sleepy. Morrow is skooling and having CCA's. Glad that in a few hours time Valentine Day is so so gonna be over. Cannot stand it. Cannot even stand hearing the word. Urgh. But to those girlfriends of mine like Vivien, Melissa and so on..Its ok for them to wish me. But Im just so irritated okay.

And yes. Im like still so so curious who the heck is tt "." who tags my board..Urgh..Tell me who you are. Im like so tired of all those people who tags my board without putting their real name already okay.

And yes. I think Im like so so over Mr Shortie. I mean, if I think back properly,I am so so not gonna like be with him. So..FORGET IT OKAY!. That is the reason why I am like so so sick of relationships. Hurhur. But don't get me wrong. Doesnt mean that I am sick of relationships then I will NEVER or WILL NOT like someone right..~bleahs~. Okay. Whatever. But it is like so so true. I mean..Those gurls who likes him also, I think you can wait long long lah..I THINK I GIVE UP. He said: "The only person who can celebrate V.Day with me is my mother". And he smiled. And he mentioned something like "I don't wanna celebrate V.Day with anyone..." blah blah blah cuz I cant remember or something like "I don't want a girlfriend..." Blah blah blah cuz I cant remember. Urgh. Should have brought tape recorder and record it. x).

Yes. And At the end of the lesson we talked about something and he said: "You USE to like me..?". And I was like: "Yes.I USED to like you. But now I don't". And he was like "Wah". Tell me what is there to WAH about? Huh? I don't really know if I really mean it or not. Okay. I DON'T KNOW. Hurhur. I really don't know.

Whatever it is, I'm very very curious about that "." guy. Please tell me who you are. x)

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