Friday, May 19, 2006 - honey just kill me now.
A demented mother mouse teaches baby mouse to find a mate you have to break your little foot and hop around in the middle of a field even though the hawks could find you there and kill you.

The mouse comes to believe that to find love it has to do ridiculous things that outs life in danger. Our little mouse from a demented mother hops about the field, his little foot hurting, but still he is feeling hopeful. Hop, hop, maybe I will find a mate. I will try hard this time and it definitely will happen.

In the moment that hawk swoops down, the mouse, mistaking him for the mate, feels a swooning, a freedom, a joy, utter bliss.

It is so ironicThat we can feel the most free and joyful when we are acting from the most ingrained, programmed behaviours. Our parents press this button and that button, industriouslittle computer programmers. They praise us extravagantly and then they call us nasty names..Voila they have pressd the exact right buttons and unlocked the door to our hard drive. And nowe are soaring, feeling free. This time is different, we say to ourselves, every time, until the time the hawk swoops down and we close our eyes in bliss and we whisper, honey just kill me now.

*chiao*

(I'm posting as much as I could before I'm off to Thailand in a few more hours)
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doing so much for the common good, yet so hard to be understood.
AMELIA
DIPLOMA IN MASSCOM, MDIS
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