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Right. Such a long time I didn't post an entry. The computer is spoilt again. Whatever.

Hell. A commotion on the street. Laughter fills the stiffling summer air. I imagine the eyes of my peers before they leave their homes: bright, animated, yearning for a fun night out. They'll spend it on the beach singing songs accompanied by a guitar. Some will wander off to spots cloaked in darkness to whisper infinite words into each other's ears. Others will swim tomorrow in a sea warmed by the dim morning sun, guardian of a maritime life that is yet unknown. They will live and learn how to lead their lives. OK. I'm breathing too, bilogically I'm on track. But I'm afraid. Afraid of leaving the house and facing strange looks. I know, I live in perennial conflict with myself: there are days when hanging out with the others helps me, and I feel an urgent need for them. But there are also days when the only thing that satisfies me is to be alone, completely alone. I play some music cause it perks me up. But that racket outside is tearing me to pieces: I know that tonight they'll live more deeply than me. I shall remain inside in my room, listening to the sounds of life, listening till sleep welcomes me into his embrace.

Now that's my thoughts. Goodbye.

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we're living in a world of contradiction.
doing so much for the common good, yet so hard to be understood.
AMELIA
DIPLOMA IN MASSCOM, MDIS
SEVENTEEN

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