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Rahman's been bugging me to update my blog whenever he's bored -.- G&DLB! anyway, I was ALMOST sleeping through advertising lesson just now whatever cost price thing and blah blah blah, gees. this term's module is daaaaaammnn booorrriinnggg. Anyway, Fai wasn't in sch today, he was off to Tioman: have a great time there buddy ! and Wallace replied to my hello's and bye's today :D hahahahah ! okay enough. & I cannot stop laughing with Steph and Ramizah today, thank god they're there (or else I would have died my three hours in school there). & Charlie, I hope you're doing fine, you're strong enough for this buddy ! :D It was raining and the air con was blasting so it was a damn nice weather to sleep I cannot resist the temptation. And I can't help it but to disturb Gina: BIRRRDDIIEEE ! :D

Anyway, I'm off to Malaysia tomorrow at 5+, back on Sunday. Cousins are tagging so, WWWOOOOOOOOO GONNA BE DAMN FUN AND FANATIC -.- Time for a little break, I needed it soooo badly.Surprisingly, Dillon called at 11+ in the morning when I was on my way to school. Damn I was trying to contact him like nb like that and finally he called -.- So FINALLY my listening ear was back and I thank god for that, since I feel like breaking down already with all the things happening.

What are friends? Friends don't call you stupid behind your back. Friends won't make you feel like you're the most pathetic person on earth. Friends be there when you need them. Friends do not ask for anything in return from the things they have done for you. Friends do no backstab. Whom would you trust now that the person you used to trust called you stupid, make you feel like you're the most pathetic person on earth and make you feel so fat? What would you do when you're almost at your breaking point and there's no life saver? Would you cry for 5 days straight and the nights after? Would you eat to release your tension? Is eating wrong? How would you feel when people look at you as if you're a pig whenever you're holding crackers, or a packet with 3 nuggets or a cup of drink? What would you do when best friends turns to foes and friends turns to strangers ? What's the purpose of my existence then?

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we're living in a world of contradiction.
doing so much for the common good, yet so hard to be understood.
AMELIA
DIPLOMA IN MASSCOM, MDIS
SEVENTEEN

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