Tuesday, September 30, 2008 - love/lights
Hello babies, firstly SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all muslims people and sorry to those whom I've hurted be it on purpose or not, sorry for the vulgarities I spouted 24/7.So yes, I just got home. From Ikea, accompanied mom to get some last minute stuff and we waited 2 bloody goddamn hours for the f. taxi and we got none, so mom called abang noh to pick us up. Thank god there's him. Bought this extremely cute heeled shoes for Raya :) Teeheee :D I can't believe I'm like, actually falling in love with a high-heeled shoe, I think this is the first time I didn't go against wearing it ? because it's so cuuutteeee :D Oh god, I still got Journalism to study *bangs head on the table*

Listening to Radiohead, damn orgasmic. Oh my, gives me the shiverrr. He is way beyond amazing. and the show by coldplay, live in toronto - fix you is way beyond awesome, i swear over my sexy ass :D Hohoho tomorrow raya sial, idk if i should be excited or happy or bored or sad or what -.-

Met Nazzozi again yesterday, to return his black book. & as usual, I was late -.- (To Naz: I told you my drawing was crap -.-) So yes, we catched Mamamia yesterday, at 4.15 which ended just in time to find seats at banquet for break fast. I realized something, we're ALWAYS and forever craving for something but we end up not finishing the food -.- It's either 1/3 or 2/3 finished, wasted sialz -.- So yes, the temptation to sing along the songs in Mamamia was higher than mount everest but still, I kept myself shut or else it would be damn embarassing. HAHAHA We fell in love with all the songs and Naz is so semangat he downloaded the songs and sent me, thank you naz :D not wrong to be so semangat lah kan. So yes, walked to central and around j.w for nothing. find his root beer and i swear there were alot of banglas, naz's best friend teeehheee ^^v and I'm not tired ouuhggaaayy boy, you're the one who's tired ^^v so yes, sat somewhere around 700+ and talked, walked off around 9.30. thank you naz for walking back all the way to jp with me, because i insisted not to take the bus :) i feel sorry and guilty because i made you walk w the 2 heavy bottles. sorrry big time okeh ? :)

so that's pretty much all, and it's raya ! g.day everybody :)

life used to be in black and white

watching everything pass by

wasting every minute accomplishing nothing

wondering what was the purpose of your existence

waiting for a miracle to happen

waiting for hope to make its entrance

hope didn't appear, as expected

but something else did

bringing back colours into your life

making you realize that you exist for a purpose, a positive one

he brought back everything into life, unexpectedly

but

should you instill the trust, or shall you not ?

for fear that history will repeat itself

making yourself look like a dumb-o being fooled, yet again

it takes courage

it takes time

to go through this one more time

but

whenever he's around

the atmosphere changes

you feel safe, you feel everything's under control

you just feel right.


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we're living in a world of contradiction.
doing so much for the common good, yet so hard to be understood.
AMELIA
DIPLOMA IN MASSCOM, MDIS
SEVENTEEN



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