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hello earthlings. I haven't been blogging since .... I don't know how many days back. I.AM.SO.FUGGING.HAGGARD.AND.TIRED.AND.SLEEPY. I think I'm gonna crash tmr after school, go home and sleep my fugging biggie big ass out making it bigger until maybe Saturday afternoon ? Hoho So I woke up at 2 p.m today, received some messages, sorry if I replied late, I was sleepingzxzx. My eyebags are goddamn it frigging horrible Phyl said I can put baby kangaroos inside them already -.-" TVRP was A-OKAY :D Advertising next *Bangs head on table repeatedly* I don't fugging know what the hell I am supposed to study because studying the whole book is just so frigging impossible, seriously. I'm craving for guuaavvvvvaaaaaaaas. OH! yay mom's cutting watermelons ! heeheehuhuhu yum !

Lotta things been happening lately. Issues after issues, matters after matters, problems after problems, yet no solution -.- Went to town after school yesterday after a few hours of chilling at PS Starbucks with the rest. Went to eat Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza in which we met some bloody retards with PERCH faces -.-" so yes, we walked around and saw some good bargains. HEEHEEE so def I'm grabbing some stuff I;ve already had in mind after sch on Friday. Okay which means plan ruined, won't be going home straight after school to sleep -.- eh I'm feeling damn tired lah, I feel like crashing NOW ! -.-"

Tash's open house on Sunday, going w Nazzozi. Idk why the hell must he be paiseh -.-" Meeting him on Saturday for a little bit of shopping. and I owe him ice-cream for his so does not make any sense riddle -.-" hmm, so yala. i'm still frigging tired -.-

You left me hanging loose, with big question marks above my head.

And now you came back, saying sorry.

Giving me more question marks.

I don't know what your motives are, after all the things you've done.

Maybe you regretted, but I doubt that's your move.

Maybe you didn't even regret it, you're just saying sorry for the fun of it.

I won't accept your apology, neither will I even ask for an explaination.

You won't listen to mine and you judged me through their perceptions and stories.

So neither will I listen to yours, or even bother asking.

I remembered

We made promises to break all ties with each other.

But I was surprised you still keep my number.

And even have the cheek to text and say sorry.

What made you think that I'll accept your apology ?

What made you think that your sorry can soften me up ?

I don't give in easily you know, I've been thru all these shits a dozen times.

So get your thinking right, if you think you can easily play me around just by another sorry,

Then you better get in your right frame of mind.

I don't understand

Why now ?
When everything is going fine in my life,

You came back trying to ruin everything for me again.

Come on, I have people who loves me and people whom care for me

So listen properly, I DO NOT F.ING NEED YOU.

I'm not desperate, like all other girls you've known.

I have my own moralty and dignity

You toyed around with it, don't expect me to accept you ever again back in my life with a sorry

I'm worth more than that sorry of yours.

Get lost.

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we're living in a world of contradiction.
doing so much for the common good, yet so hard to be understood.
AMELIA
DIPLOMA IN MASSCOM, MDIS
SEVENTEEN

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